I rarely date. I actually swore it off pretty much forever a few months ago. It happens every so often though these days. Usually cause I’m fooled into liking someone under the influence of alcohol after a while of playing some dumb ass game. Not sure what my problem was this time.
Maybe I needed practice on who the hell I am while dating sober. Maybe I thought I could read people better. Maybe I thought I’d attract what I truly wanted because I felt like I was finally ready to not-self sabotage anything worth it. Which I know I am but just because I am didn’t mean the next guy I happen to like was going to be different from any other.
So anyway I don’t know if this is a thing with all girls or girls a lot younger than me BUT it is not my thing! Choking and pulling hair.
Noooooooo. Am I the only girl who wants a guy to be nice and affectionate especially when I’m just getting to know you? What in the f*ck are you going to want to do a year from now if this is how you are behaving this early on? 😣
Yes, I like a strong guy that I have said in one of these blogs that if needed could throw me against the wall if needed. I guess I should definitely watch how I word things. Yes, if I’ve been with someone for a while I’ll gladly do some crazy shit with you. Elevators, rooftops, airplane I got a bucket list of places I’m holding out for with my established boyfriend/husband. Not some dude on like the first date or first few dates! Proper dates. That’s an entirely different subject. I’ll get on that next time.
I have never seen that movie 50 Shades of Grey and probably never will. Basic bitch shit. I mean cool if being choked and your hair being pulled is your thing all the power to you. You love the movie great. Not my thing. I’m different in a million ways then every other girl. YOU try choking me I’m drilling you in the face in fear of my life. RANT over.
I’ll be patiently waiting for the guy that actually might like me enough to hold off on the trying to bang me, plans proper dates, and might want to kiss my forehead instead of choke me and pull my hair. 😣🔫 🦄🦄🦄🦄
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